Crazy 2 months!

It has been a crazy few months since I posted anything on here. I got a lot of cathcing up to do.

First of all Christmas was tough. Ryans dad passed away on christmas eve. He was an emt and was working on a patient in the back of the ambulance when he had an aneursym and passed away. It was hard but I was glad I could be there for Ryan. It helped me to realize the important things in life, and brought me and Ryan a lot closer together. I now can see what a lucky guy I am to have such an amzingly sweet girl like her. Her dads funeral was really neat, he was honored by his fellow fire fighters and emt's. There were over 20 fire trucks that escorted his casket to the cemetery where he got a full firemans tribute. It was really neat to see how respected he was as a person. I am very thankful for the opprotunity of knowing such a great man like him. He had told numerous people that he knew I was the "one". That meant a lot to me. He will be missed but we know we will see him again.

This was Ryans wonderful paint skills with a toothpick and A-1 steak sauce. You know she loves me when she writes it in steak sauce. She knows exactly how to get to me! haha

Me and Ryan making oreo truffles with my parentals. They were way good. Ryan managed to get it everywhere though. Sometime i feel like im raising a little kid, haha. Im just kidding babe!

This pic is a little scary, we actually gave Ryan a gun. She was a trooper and followed me and my dad around while we hunted. Doesnt she look cute with her big gun?

Here I am being super cool like usual. NOT!

So me and Ryan were looking through photos for her dads funeral and I found quite a few good ones. Some were not appropriate for the internet haha. She was such a cute little kid once she grew out of her baby/toddler fat. Im kidding she was always cute.

So this photo I thought was hilarious. Just in case your all confused, the baby gorilla is the one on the right! haha she was so chubby, i love it!

And last but not least a view into the future offspring of ryan and josh. Thankfully they will have a chance because of Ryan. We were talking the other day and decided that our kids would be 1- short, 2- curvy bottoms, me and ryan both have budonkedonks. haha 3- they will have dimples and butt chins. 4- thin hair, we both have pretty thin hair! 5- and moley, we both have a good amount of moles haha. 6- and big eyes. CUTE HUH? HAHA Im kidding though im sure they will be perfect, but that is for a later date!!!!